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Tuesday, September 26th, 2006
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| Monday, September 25th, 2006
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12:55 pm
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| Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
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8:34 pm
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I'm not even kidding when I say this but I think I am dying...my temp is 103.3
Not to metion it fucks all my classes up because i am and have missed quizzes and reveiws for them...As if it wasn;t hard enough already/
not to be morbid but at this point i welcome death because it makes me a hypocrite to stay in college since all i preech is "do what you love and love what you do"
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| Monday, September 18th, 2006
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8:02 am
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I am going home this weekend and you don't even know how excited I am to leave this place. However, I guess I don't mind it that much anymore...I think I'll be alright. I just need to kill this craving for my horses. It should be great.
Running has really made the difference in my moods. How can you not be happy after a nice long run? I guess all I needed was to get those endorphins flowing. Ha!
Well its about time to get ready to go to class.
Peace and Love my friends.
current mood:  hopeful
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| Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
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8:12 am
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So coffee, yeah I would be lost without it.
I dearly miss my Tim Hortons but at this point coffee is coffee.
Last night was the first time I pulled an all nighter to do homework. Fuck I'm kinda tired. If I am already doing that I'm thinking that I am going to be fucked come exam time. Eh, oh well. Well kids, thats all for now.
I am NOT looking forward to winter. The depression is already starting to set in
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| Sunday, August 13th, 2006
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10:24 pm
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It's the strangest thing, every so often it seems like I have the biggest nostalgic moment of my life and it just gets my brain racking. I don't really know what causes it I guess it seems to happen most on the days where I have too much free time. Anyhow for some reason Ryan Wilson, and Arrick popped into my mind and fuck, its been like two years since I have spoken with either of them being that I dont have means of contacting them. I really hope they are both well. Which then gets me thinking. Fuck what the hell am I doing with my life. So yeah, yeah I'm going to college big deal, I have no idea for what. Why have I been so distant lately? There has been many a time where I get out of work relativly early and I really really want to make that phone call to Ryan, or Joel or Greg or to any one of my friends who have been absolutely amazing and who I adore and miss so much but then I dont know what happens, I just always end up at home sleeping. I kind of miss those days when I was a GOOD friend. I suck now. I appologize. I feel so empty and I want to make things right between me and everyone else but it just seems like things have changed...and if you know me at all you know I hate and can't handle change.
current mood:  nauseated
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| Sunday, July 30th, 2006
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7:42 pm
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| Thursday, July 6th, 2006
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9:55 pm
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| Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
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6:55 am
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| Monday, May 1st, 2006
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8:45 pm
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Oh my good god I am so in love with my job. I love it and thats all it comes down to. I never realize how enjoyable and stress free it could be until I started working where I did, who'd a thunk it? Ha. Anyways I have only been there for about 2.5 weeks and I have learned so much and today I got to rasp all four feet, I'll be shoeing in no time! I know none of you prob. don't care but I am wicked excited and I don't really have anyone to tell. I will be jogging and maybe warming them up in no time...it kinda sucks me having to go to college this fall but once that time comes I'm sure I'll be excited. Even if I dont like the college part of it Boston shall be fun. Jamie comes home soon, you don't even know how thrilled this makes me. Its been keeping me going the past week. God I miss her so much. Well I don't think I've been this happy in a long time...I think I like it.
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| Saturday, April 15th, 2006
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5:46 pm
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| Sunday, April 9th, 2006
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5:02 pm
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Hahaha. I totally stole this from Crowley.
100 Things You Might Not Have Known About Me but know now..
1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
Nope.
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
Relationship...who needs those. Christ!
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
I don't remember but I'm sure it must have been from Jamie.
4. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DROPPED YOUR CELL?
Not recently actually because I never carry it anymore.
5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
Running count? This morning 5.5 miles
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Credit card bill, car payments...the list goes on
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
salad
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
eyes and smile
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG:
Cheap trick, I want you to want me
(I dont think its my fav. but when its on I always blast it)
10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
Lyman,Saco,Kennebunk,my car?
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTEND(ED):
Thornton.
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
I dont really know off hand.
13. FAVORITE MALL STORE(S):
Not a big fan of the mall stores.
14. LONGEST JOB HELD:
All of them, I have never quit or been fired from a job.
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
Uh, no.
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
No sir.
17. LAST WEDDING ATTENDED?
My sisters...thats fucking bizare.
18. FIRST FRIENDS YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY?
Jamie,Adam,Jon
19. LAST TIME YOU ATTENDED CHURCH:
A funeral probably.
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
I'm going to have to say Mac D's (for hangover food)
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD?
Hahaha. I work at Scarborough Downs, remember?
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
Martels with Jamison
24. CAN YOU COOK?
If I am put in a situation that I have to.
25. WHAT DO YOU DRIVE?
Saturn Ion
26. BEST KISSER?
I dont think Im aloud to say, lets just say age makes a difference.
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
In south carolina, I had to call my dad and ask to borrow money...(I hate taking things from people)
28. MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
I'm not to picky...not a big fan of fish I guess
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
Actually I kind of don't.
30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
Here we go this is my kind of question!
I guess that I am not very people friendly.
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?
My job doesnt have shifts, its just an all day and night thing
33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
I couldnt tell you.
34. Can You Sing?
I am capable but by no means am I good.
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
Sting
36. LAST KISS?
Adam.
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
Whatever movie Eric and I rented together...damn that was a long time ago.
38. THING YOU NEVER LEAVE HOME WITHOUT?
keys
39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?
I really like London
40. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD?
Yes.
41. HOW BIG IS YOUR BED?
I dont technically have my own bed
42. IS YOUR ROOM CLEAN?
...or a room
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
I prefer laptops but I am challenged with both.
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
Dane Cook,Larry the cable guy, I kinda like em' all
45. DO YOU SMOKE?
Ocassionally.
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES ON?
Depends how drunk I am.
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
No one every night...
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
Not really. But again what the hell is a "relationship"
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
3-4.
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
Both, depends on my mood.
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
I swear by it.
52. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled.
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?
I don't know if I believe in it but it entertains me...
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My Mum.
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?
Jamie.
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?
"tegan i miss you too"
57. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING?
McDonalds, though with a change of heart.
58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?
...*I DONT HAVE A BED!!!!!*
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW ?
PJ pants and my winter jacket
60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC OR SONG?
Pucker up and kiss the asphalt now
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J SANDWICH?
Grape
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
Not very well but I love it
63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM?
Yes
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
The impossible question.
Anything thats not green or pink.
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
Quite helpful. Yes.
66. TELL US A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOU!?
I feel like I never push myself hard enough.
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?
No
69. YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
Fall
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
In the paddock today.
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
4:30 to go running.
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?
Giong to South Carolina
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
Bringing Ryan to get his friend.
75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?
Harley.
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?
Overrated for sure.
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
More than likely working.
79. WHAT IS THE THIRD LETTER OF YOUR NAME?
G
80. HOW OLD ARE YOUR PETS?
I am petless.
81. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BACKPACK?
I dont own one.
82. Are you sick?
Not offically.
84. IS THE BATHROOM OPEN?
No, I prefer doors shut.
85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?
Nope.
86. ARE YOU WATCHING MTV?
Nope.
87. ARE YOU SMILING?
Nope.
88. DO YOU HAVE ON EYELINER?
I dont think I can pull off the whole make-up thing...I feel like a french whore when I wear it...so no?
90. ARE YOU BLONDE?
Nope.
91. DO YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?
At this point, everyone does.
92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?
Nope.
93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
Not really no.
94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
Oliverclozon (horse name)
95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIt?
Hahahaha. I dont own one.
96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?
I think maybe.
97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?
Nope.
98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?
Nope.
99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
Yes actually I have 4 sisters
100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
Uh huh
current mood:  bored
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| Monday, March 27th, 2006
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6:46 pm
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| Thursday, March 9th, 2006
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3:25 pm
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This week has proved to be a series of unfortunate events...
Sorry to everyone who I had made plans with...I just don't see it happening.
Shit has hit the fan and I've got to get it all figured out, but I'll be in touch.
I miss everyone dearly.
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| Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
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1:19 pm
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First off, Happy Belated Birthday to ERIC (Feb. 27)!!!! I MISS YOU! Hope all is well. Call me sometime and let me know whats about about you coming to Maine. :-)
So I'm back from South Carolina, had an amazing time. Though I'm thrilled to be home. Well I will be there around the 6 or 7 of March, currently I am in Canada.
When I get home I am really going to call everyone of you and we are going to hang out...I miss you all so much. Distance makes the heart grow fonder, eh?
Anywho, thats all.
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| Wednesday, December 28th, 2005
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1:35 pm
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Its Tegan....I came to a party at your house...Jeff's b day...i think. I had fun...and I have seen you a couple times since then....though it was a while back
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| Monday, December 26th, 2005
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3:51 pm
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*sigh*
im going to South Carolina wed. night for prob. the winter.
i wish i could have seen everyone before i left.
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| Sunday, December 18th, 2005
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6:12 pm
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...and I'll shed a tear for the colts who lost their first game tonight, and at home too. *sigh*
In more promising news, the day or so after Christmas I will be going to South Carolina until the beginning of May. The boys and Jamie got us a house I guess its pretty nice, 5 bed rooms and a fenced in yard. I'm pretty psyched to see my horses again, I miss them dearly. Though I will also miss not being able to drive 4 hours north and to be in Adams arms...25 hours is a long drive.
But besides that I think it'll be good. Hopefully I'll get accepted to one of my colleges so I'll have a last summer with him and then give the college thing a try.
I always hate to see my friends go and this is the first time that I am leaving them. Of course it isn't going to go quite the way I planned it because things have changed. Eric came home and though we all care for each other its just different. Its really to bad but I will always remember though few and short all the good times we were able to have before we were all split up. I hope you all do well. And I dont mean for this to sound condescending but I am most surprised and proud of Ryan. I honestly thought that he would just be. But instead I think he has done more and better than any of us. He has his share of fun, he has a job, he's real close to having all his shit together and he seems to know what he wants. I think thats so fucking awesome. I'll never forget Crowley. But you know what, I'll never forget any of you. We had lots of fun.
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| Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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